It cant be!!!

Why do i have this sinking feeling at the pit of my stomach? I just feel like someone is not telling me the truth. Someone is hiding something from me and I feel like that thing could change my world. Lord please give me guidance. Am i just imagining things? am i being paranoid? could this just be the rantings of a crazy woman?

There is little evidence to support my view but it IS evidence. If i were right it would be damning.If i am wrong it sounds pedantic. Wish i never knew about this in the first place.I feel i was lied to but i have no proof.I feel threatened yet my enemy remains unknown. My dreams are plagued with a theme that wont leave. I wake up in tears and sweat yet the remain unsubstantiated.

Does my past haunt me and threaten my future of is my past threatening to become my future? I wish i had answers but right now all i have are empty feelings or impending doom and a hollow sens of guilt.Deep inside i hope I am wrong, but time will tell.Lord help me make it. I pray you reveal to me the truth so that i can find peace.